You okay hun?

I sat down to write this post and sort of didn’t really know what exactly I was trying to say.

I find I don’t like to do a “dear diary” inspired blog post but now and then sometimes, you just need to pen shit down.

The main jist of this post is Am I okay?

I don’t mean in it in the sense of am I feeling sad, or down I just ask myself that question at least once a week and more than likely it’s me taking the piss out of myself.

As my 26th birthday draws closer I’m finding myself taking the piss out of my life more.

Do I have all the stereotypical things I’m meant to at this age?

All arrows point to NO.

I’m making no moves on leaving the family home, I don’t have a partner but am I happy in myself?

All arrows on this front point to YES.

Of course I would love to have my own place with my own boyfriend and be living the high life fashion career I want; but in reality I’m not financially stable enough to live on my own. Any boy that shows interest in me I literally run the other direction. On the job front I am content and while this is happening I’m making moves on making my name successful.

When I listen to some of my more successful friends with their dreamy relationships I definitely feel left out and sad for a minute but the next breath I’ve forgotten about it and realise that if and when all these things are meant for me they will arrive.

In the mean time, I’m gonna concentrate on me, owning every colour suit there is and making memories with every single amazing person in my life.

So am I okay?

Yeah babes I’m just doing me.

Speak soon,

Lotsa love

AG xxo

A day in the life of ๐Ÿ“


Lying in bed letting the Sunday fear sink right in there and I just thought to myself how many thoughts go through my head everyday 

Another thought…

But seriously is it just me that goes from thinking what time is it? To wonder will I ever get married in two mins. 

I wouldn’t say I’m one of them “overthinkers” in life but on a day to day basis some mad shit goes on in my head…

 what will I wear today? What’s the latest I can stay in bed before I’m late? Wait until I get this on insta! Why do I not have more money? I Wonder what all these people do for a living? Are they a couple? Wonder how long it took her to get ready?  Oh where did she get them shoes! I need to go to New York! Why do I not have more money? I need a new outfit for that….and that! What do i wanna eat later? Should I do more cardio this week? Why do I not have more money? I’d love to get drunk! Is everyone set to annoy me today? I definitely didn’t wear that when I was that age! Why am I not off? I can’t wait to go to bed! Wonder what I’ll wear tomorrow….”

And that was just today.

Speak soon,

Lotsa love

AG xxo

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